it's time

by Zach Kincaid

Caught between John 19:38-42 and 20:1-7 – “Son,” a voice says. A shadowy figure rustles the darkness in the damp corner and steps forward. Nearby is the lifeless body of Jesus. A few days ago his body was plucked off its crucified perch, given over to Joseph, and put into an empty crypt, under a sky swirling with angels. Now this earthen cavity is swollen with two godheads inside. 

“Son, it’s time,” the voice repeats. An outstretched arm reaches across the space, a tender father awakening his son. He begins to gently unwrap him. “Oh, my son, dear son,” he cries. “What have they done to you? Oh, look what they did!”

The spit and caked-on blood, the sweat and tears, paint Jesus’ skin with the struggle that began in Gethsemane. Dripping with tears, God begins to wash it away knowing full well his scars went deeper – that kisses sometimes leave the bite of hate, and roosters can crow out morning betrayals, and crowded chants often suck smug people into doing devilish acts.

“What have they done?” his voice shakes as he continues to unwrap the grave clothes, now staring into Jesus’ dead eyes. “From the blood of Abel to the blood of Zechariah, they have slaughtered my prophets, and now I’m weeping over you, my son – war-torn, worn-out, used up, and lifeless.”

He steps away in pain and folds the burial clothes, placing them in the cave’s cleft. Knelling down again beside Jesus, he weeps even more. After what seems a thousand years, he repeats his request in a still, soft voice. It no longer carries the boom of promised land songs. He simply repeats, “Son, my dear son, who anchored the oceans and built up the mountains with me, it’s time.”

God breathes into the dead mouth of Jesus, restoring affection to its rightful place. After a stir and a stretch that calmed waves only weeks earlier, Jesus resurrects from the hellish curse that broke their garden and sent them hunting for a cure.

“Dad?” He rubs his eyes. “Dad, is that you?”

“It is, Jesus.”

“DAD!” he exclaims as he hobbles forward and catches God’s huge embrace. “I have journeyed to great ends these last days. First to the gut of our holy city and then into Hades itself. Inside the pit, I told them what was to come, what is now here, and what our followers will do. I told them that hell has seen its last crowds, I hope. I hope it has. I know it hasn’t. The curse rides long into the night of thieves, and many won’t care it’s been lifted. They won’t believe.”

“They never have.”

“There are some who do.”

“Only a few; only a small few.”

“I will tell them to go and tell others.”

“Yes. Mary is on her way. That will start your exodus. Whisper to her and tell her to not fear. How are you feeling? Are you ready for this final time?”

“I’m cold.”

“Here, I brought you some clothes.”

“Thank you. What happened to Judas?”

“He took his life. He went madly the other way.”

“Judas, my Judas. He was closer than a brother, and so often following too far away.”

“When that stone rolls away, it will rebirth the promise. This is a good day. This is a very good day. Now, your body is caught between what it has passed through and the shackles it still wears from the crucifixion.”

“I feel it. My hands ache a little, and my side acts as if it’s carrying a heavy load.”

“Well, they stabbed you dead in the heart. Soon you can relinquish the pain when the clouds take you home. It won’t be easy. It never is, but all will be well.”

“Jacob made it.” Jesus' face lights up remembering the story of the wrestling match long ago.

“But he still limps to this day,” God pokes back and smiles.

“It’s the dust stirred up in the soul.”

“You never get it out, even when you’re free.”

Jesus cautiously stands up again. He slowly bounces on his toes as if he were a boxer preparing to take the ring. “I’m ready.”

God leans into the stone and whispers. After some moments he looks back at Jesus.

“He’s an old friend,” God says. “I brought him here to make sure you were tightly held in until I could come and raise you up.”

“I remember. Inside his belly boasts streams of water.”

“That’s the one.”

God turns back to the stone covering the entrance. “Horeb, old friend,” he says, “open up. The time has come. Our work draws to an end and the long wait is now dawning a new day.”

With these words and a gentle nudge, God opens the world to a savior, reborn from out of the grave, time now married to eternity, in the city of Jerusalem, it is Christ the Resurrected Lord.